I look at the water, its colors, its waves, its ripples. I'm drawn to it. Away from pain, away from suffering. I walk through the water. I don't feel my body getting wet. I keep moving. The water rises to my waist. I feel at peace, free. I keep moving. My head is under water. My vision is blurred. I'm breathless and then freedom finally arrives. I was a woman, I had a name, but that's no longer important.